A New Beginning
Lately I have been feeling really down about myself, not my life just my body. I used to be so active, during high school I was involved in every sport offered so I stayed in shape year around. After I graduated I just stopped excercising. Thats when my weight starting moving up the scale, at first I thought its okay I can lose it quick, Ill start next week, its always better to start at the beginning of the week anyways boy was I wrong because I never did start all I kept putting it off but also kept putting on more weight so within three and a half years I have put on about more weigh and more wieght. I am extremely overweight even though I can still do alot I dont feel like I should look like this, I want my husband to have an amazing looking wife, and even though he tells me over and over that he loves me and thinks Im the most beautiful women in the world to him I still battle the women within. So today is my new journey to lose the weight i have gained.
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Welcome to BS Kellie! First off…loved your favorite books list! All my favorites too…. just read Grisham’s latest! I know what you must be feeling regarding your husband…mine tells me the EXACT same thing…that I make him happy just the way I am and that I am still the most beautiful woman in the world, BUT I DO NOT feel like it is possible he could feel that way (especially since when we were married, I was about 70 lbs lighter!!!). I want to be sexy for him! He tells me I am, but I know and feel that I am not. You are not alone in your journey! When I started trying to lose weight 2 years ago, I was about 245. Today I am 214. Not a lot in my mind, but it is still SOMETHING. Remember that this is going to take time (hopefully not more than 2 years to get to a decent weight-my journey has been compounded by illness.), BUT it should be a lifelong journey in a commitment to being healthy and happy! We are all here to help and support you!
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