kelliesjourney

This is probably the hardest thing to to is lose weight i walk and run two miles everyday and I have cut out drinking soda (pop) and I no longer am eating after 6,  I guess I need to realize its not goin to happen overnight lol wouldnt that be great?!?! Well Tomorrow is my husband and I 2 year anniversary, so I hope I can stick to my diet.  I know my hardest time will be the holidays, but I know with the motivation of my family, friends, and this site that, it will be easier.  Today is a struggle, I wanna eat like a whole large pizza lol with a 2ltr pop, and honestly I cant do that on anyday but i guess the thought diet in my head triggers my stomach to wanna eat more.  So I think I need to find another word(s) to call this weightloss challenge I am on….til then….

Lately I have been feeling really down about myself, not my life just my body.  I used to be so active, during high school I was involved in every sport offered so I stayed in shape year around.  After  I graduated I just stopped excercising.  Thats when my weight starting moving up the scale, at first I thought its okay I can lose it quick, Ill start next week, its always better to start at the beginning of the week anyways boy was I wrong because I never did start all I kept putting it off but also kept putting on more weight so within three and a half years I have put on about more weigh and more wieght.  I am extremely overweight even though I can still do alot I dont feel like I should look like this, I want my husband to have an amazing looking wife, and even though he tells me over and over that he loves me and thinks Im the most beautiful women in the world to him I still battle the women within.  So today is my new journey to lose the weight i have gained.